Fear Circus - Články

Legacy Of Hate Pt.3

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:15:38 +0100

Legacy Of Hate Pt.3

Would you believe me if I told you.
I'm glad that it's over, would you believe me.
Every night I saw your face and it was enough for me, my candlelight.
Would you believe me.
Could you believe that I am yearning?
Right there by your side, could you believe me.
Even if you speak no words but I sense you close to me, my candlelight.
Could you believe me?
When two souls are made for each other, why forever won't they fly together?
Wandering like the captive in your mind, searching on.
Every night in this world, when I'm awake but still dreaming 'bout our lives.
I can see where this path is leading us.
No one will believe me but It's meant to be.
That someday I will find you close to me, do you believe me, please believe me, believe me.

[Shadowland]

Fearing, falling, screaming.
Shapeless shadows surrounding me.
Fearing, falling, screaming.
No one knows this place so real.
Survived the chaos but drifted to this land.
They captured my life, no compromise.
My world named Shadow Land.
Only my spirit will walk here alone.
Nothing here, what can I do.
That's what you get when betray your own kind.
Not even wanting to die.
I've tried.
Thoughts float away as the years pass by.
This place is worse than Hell.
Nothing has happened during all this time.
Someone, let me die.
Fearing, falling, screaming,
Shapeless shadows surrounding me.
Fearing, falling, screaming.
No one knows this place so real.
Hiding far behind the stars.
Dark place meant for me trying to find reality.
Safe from all the lies alone in my mind.
Been here too long, no way to survive.
Sometimes I can hear a voice from the past.
Don't know what it is, don't know what it says.
Suddenly I can reach the person behind and the dust dissipates far away.
Now I know who he is, learned the power to believe.
I'll read his mind and soon I'll have the power of this whole universe.
Hiding far behind the stars.
Dark place meant for me trying to find reality.
Safe from all the lies alone in my mind.
Been here too long, no way to survive.
I've tried.

[Chaos And Destruction]

[Instrumental]

[Feelings]

Again this day unseen sets my feelings in between my broken destiny, oh, never could I see, behind this cold reality.
Want to come with me, feel moment of eternity.
Try to hear the melody of my yearning symphony.
My yearning symphony, my yearning symphony.
Behind these shadows of mankind, waiting for the time when I can return, I return.
With you together but never here.
I stand alone, waiting when you will learn, when you learn.
Second time your evil soul filled my mind with these black holes.
We were close to see your end, but now I hear your voice again.
You were waiting for surrender, found yourself a big pretender.
Can you hear the sound of rain?
It keeps my mind away from pain.
Much too long I was waiting, fear my soul was faintly fading.
Why do I have to be here?
Come on and read between these lines and feel how...

Every night in this world, when I'm awake but I am dreaming 'bout my life.
I can see where this path is leading me.
You won't believe it but it's meant to be.
And you'll create this reality, so can you hear mighty screams of my broken history.

Now I'm captured in this cell, all alone inside this hell.
This time it's my creation and with this I'll gain salvation.
You believe in everlasting, don't know why but I'm not fearing.
Save your words for the ending, 'cause this time your soul is burning.
All my life filled with pain but I know I'm not insane.
Only dark surrounding me, oh, Gods please set me free.
Come on and read between these lines and feel how...

Every night in this world, when I'm awake but I am dreaming 'bout my life.
I can see where this path is leading me.
You won't believe it but it's meant to be.
And you'll create this reality, so can you hear mighty screams of my broken history.
My broken history.

Time for final lines, where I will tell how I fell...
I am free (you are free from your mind, can't you see).
I will never forget what you've done to my life and you know I'll return (as longs as you live).
I must believe that I can set us free.
This moment of our lives has gone with the wind.
Every night of my life I'm praying in darkness.
Behind these gates my only friends are these sad walls and we are flying away together in silence.
Silence.

Fading Away

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:14:13 +0100

Fading Away

Take me away from this cold alley, recall these words before I'll die.
This is my end you need to carry, no turning back, it's my last time.

I know this night will be the last one for me, I feel so cold and I'm alone.
Save this land from that evil we've sown.
So, I can live free as a spirit in the sky.
Fading away, it's sealed in this stone wall.
Fading away, can you hear my last call.

I was so close to end this battle.
I was afraid, I couldn't see you still live, it's all that matters.
Now you can own this victory.

I know this night will be the last one for me, I feel so cold and I'm alone.
Save this land from that evil we've sown.
So, I can live free as a spirit in the sky.
Fading away, it's sealed in this stone wall.
Fading away, can you hear my last call.
These eyes can't see your light.
Only the weak are afraid to die, so I'm fading away.
I've been waiting for you there, behind dark light.

Welcome inside, I saved this seat for you, so enjoy my mind.
I've got your memories here, so close your eyes!
It's your last time.

Dark Emotions

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:13:20 +0100

Dark Emotions

Where are you hiding, I'm searching for you.
Are you so scared that you don't know what to do?
Say what you want I believe it's nothing new.
No tears to shed it's just the game between us two.

Invitation inside of these walls.
Revelations of destiny calls.
Your endless screams I still hear them in dreams.
And I know when your power will fall.

Why don't I fear all these games what you play?
Maybe it's time to feed the words of the day.
Believe what you want but understand what you say.
I've tried to teach you but why won't you obey.

Like looking through thin ice in the light.
I'm blinded and cold, awaiting dark emotions untold.
These hands foretell my destiny, they say, help saving this world beckons a new brighter day.

Follow these rules and this world will be free.
You still believe this still holding your key.
Say what you want I believe it's nothing new.
No tears to shed it's just the game between us two.

New Sin

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:12:21 +0100

New Sin

You gather together the congress of fools.
Your grand high intentions are shown by the proof.
Why waste your life while little leeches only feed them selves.
While lost in deep shadows we strove for the goal, your wiles won't protect you, resistance made null.
Heroes of yesterday, will rise from the dark.

Build your stories with lies.
Envy dressed in disguise.
Share this mask with the weak.
And enjoy 'cause it's...
Time for a new sin.
Get down, take their side and you'll win a bright future.
Believe this and you'll find yourself filled with sadness.
Time for a new sin.
Get down, take their side and you'll win a bright future.
Fear when the sky is covered with wings of darkness.

You call me a dark lord, I lead this dark path.
My servants, unfaithful, they grieve my commands.
The end comes to show all along you should have known.

-When I walk among these valleys, and when I close my eyes, I know who you are, I see your faces filled with lies.-

The end is near so prepare, these dark forces won't fail.

Lord (Of This Kingdom)

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:11:49 +0100

Lord (Of This Kingdom)

Fortres of evil will spread its wings.
This darkness will rain within.
Face their fire, do now fear their flames.
This battle will end in our name.
When the sun arises, we open the gates through this wall.
And behind that wall lies an enemy who fights for destiny.

I am the Lord of this Kingdom.
He is the lord of this world.
I am the Master of the wind.
He is the Master of the wind.
Carry your brothers if they die, through Hell they survived.
We carry the sword on our shoulders until the end of time.

Power of thunder and this shaking earth.
Our enemies they will lie in dirt.
Prisoners they will rise, they will be my guide.
This army will stand by my side.
When the sun arises, we open the gates through this wall.
And behind that wall lies an enemy who fights.

All will fall after twilight, heroes of past will never fade.

Feared By Dawn

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:11:08 +0100

Feared By Dawn

Far too long I've awaited this rainy day.
That can wash away the pain I feel?
Among those memories I bury all my inner thoughts.
And I'm safe from your world, too real.
How can you be so cruel, blaming me like a fool, a thief in darkness?
I know that this is the end, there's no need to release that force so shapeless.

My heart can be cold, that's what you have told, so many years ago.
No reasons to stay, one reason to go, this is your game, my overdose.
Christened by fire, feared by dawn, feel the end of our time, dark hues in our future.
There's no space in this world for us both, don't know where I should go, but I send you away, in the cold.

Do you still think we could live in peace again?
No past in our minds, no fears.
I believe that we would make those same mistakes.
And again blaming me, with tears.
Finally I am free, are you blind, can't you see where this road begins?
You know that this is the end, there's no need to return and live that life again.

Autumn Leaves

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:10:32 +0100

Autumn Leaves

I'm waiting for you.
In dreams I am with you.
I know that you do miss me too.
Again the snow has covered this earth and it freezes the ground.
I can't imagine where this road leads my life without you.
Oh, how I wish that all could be, like it was here before.
Want to believe that you are here on this beautiful day.

Like the wind blows away, leaves of autumn days, you flew away.
On this first winter day, I've no words to say, if you could stay.
Till the end of this maze, as the dark blind my day.
You'll be safe with me here, we have nothing to fear and light, will be on our side.

Where have you been for all these years, I've been thinking of you.
You left me standing in the coldness, alone in the dark.
Do you remember all the words that you said, before you left?
It doesn't matter now, cause we both know it was a mistake.

Still waiting for you.
In dreams I am with you.
I know that you do miss me too.
Where can you be, do you know I'm still searching.
I think of your name, everyday.
Where we got lost, this place is still far away.
Will there be a day, when you cross my way?

Like Warriors

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:09:53 +0100

Like Warriors

I'm awake, can you see me?
I feel clean air inside of me.
There's no chance to dream, it's real, I can feel it.
I've come to the rescue, my mind is so powerful.
This land will guide me.
I'm free can't you see me?

Hear my call, with these men I won't fall.
The gods of power and might will defeat your knights.
Like warriors they travel with me.
United we stand and this land will be free.
Warriors raise your swords up high.
Tonight we unleash pure Hell.

I sense the evil, it's growing all the time with force.
We have to be fast, we have to be glorious.
Courage will help me, the power will grow inside.
These men will guide me, I'm free can't you feel me?

See us all, the army of light.
Our onward march, the time is now.
Honour and pride, glory and might.
It's the time for us all to fight.

Greed & Vanity

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:09:09 +0100

Greed & Vanity

This setting in time creates some memories.
I can't believe I still feel sympathy for you.
When you hear about this can you live peacefully?
I believe your thoughts are filled with mysteries.
Oh, how I hate when I am right, blame me for hate and greediness.
Oh, its strain that spurs this fight, fight...
You are so clear and I see through you, if I want I can guess you're every move!

Oh, how I hate when I am right, blame for hate and greediness.
Oh, its strain that spurs this fight, fight...
Time to Rise, I rise from the grave.
I'll lead your people against your reign someday.
Rise, I rise from the grave.
I know your name, so feed this game and set me free.

This burning night gives me strength again.
I will be here and I await you in line.
And this time I won't surrender.
It's my fate to remember.

Euphoric Dream

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:07:36 +0100

Euphoric Dream

Screaming, searching, euphoric shadow.
Screaming, searching, euphoric dream.
Phantoms in the heart of darkness hide behind the moonlight.
Keeping their faces secret, unknown.
Take their hands and go with them, they're here to help through weakness.
They guide your way to the unknown land again.

And they believe I'll become real with this beautiful dream.
(Now it's time) to start my journey to my home, cross my way and cry for help.
Fly with the wind to the gates of destiny.
Fly together.
Beware on your way when you walk through mysteries.
They free my mind.
You are the key who can save this century, screaming the name of our land together that we serve forever more.

Where am I?
This place feels unreal.
My mind is floating around.
But I know, I'm returning back home.
Then dark legions will fall to the night where the demons will sear their lost souls.
I'm suddenly awake again and free from all those voices.
Sounds in the wind are dancing in silence.
I know what I have to do; I have no time for waiting.
Now starts the time when war begins again.

These Scars

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 16:02:11 +0100

These Scars

I walk towards the setting sun
I'll prove to them that I am one
enslaved by their hearts so torn
Cause their demands needs more than so

And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I'm strong
Considering what I've been through
Another cut another wound

What's the point of touching it
So close you almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all doors are closing
And I wish I could feel it
that feeling of belonging
Instead I'm sentenced to solitude
and all doors are closing

Through endless nights of anguished sleep
with no one there to hear her screams
She's gone beyond where they can't reach
The bell of freedom sets her free
And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I am strong
Can't hide these scars
Can't hide these wounds

What's the point of touching it
So close you almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all doors are closing
And I wish I could feel it
that feeling of belonging
Instead I'm sentenced to solitude
and all doors are closing

I too have fallen helplessly
Spent a thousand nights sleepless
Had every hope of light shattered before me
Preventing me to reach outside
Stopping me from leaving the blind
Keeping me locked inside
and all I can ask is why

And when I'm weak then I can't run
must prove to them that I'm strong
Considering what I've been through
Another cut another wound

What's the point of touching it
So close you could almost taste it
What's the point of reaching for it
when all you get is more distant from surface
And what's the point to be strong enough
gather strength and rise above
To be brave and see it through
When all you get is more distant from surface

Still Walk Alone

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 16:01:33 +0100

Still Walk Alone

I know you see me

you always did
As you close your eyes
you make me fade
Do you ever wonder if I sleep at night
If I sit in silence
or think you're right

I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing

Try to shine as much as you can
Don't be a burden and they will understand
I've tried to be just as much as I could
Tried not to scream as loud as maybe I should

I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing
Won't deny that if I had the strength to
I'd be one of you
Even if the world was different
Even if my heart was made of stone
Even though I know I'm different
I'd still walk alone

I can not share your feelings
Your feelings of belonging
Never pretend I'm something
even if all doors are closing
I can not share your feelings
even if all doors are closing
I still walk alone
even if all doors are closing

Nothing Is Erased

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 16:00:23 +0100

Nothing Is Erased

Been poisoned in the blood-red sea
I've fallen out of reach
It's coloured by the mix of tears and the open wounds of thousand
Devoured by the strength of waves that feels like flames of fire
Enslaved by years in nothingness
I surrender to the silence

And when I'm reaching
you're just turning
Your hands are gone when I try to reach for them

Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing

Did you really think that we would cope forever
Maybe you never stopped to think at all
The scars that we wear were not self-inflicted
It was your words that caused our fall

Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing

And when I'm reaching
you're just turning
Your hands are gone when I try to reach for them

Today you died for me
Today you set me free
But the scars you caused will stay
Nothing is erased, no nothing
You claim it's not your fault
You say you're not to blame
But even though you died today
Nothing is erased
No nothing

What if I would say I'm different
What if I would say I've changed
Would it really doesn't matter
I'm just asking for some faith
And if you'd give your heart I'd take it
To never ever break it
But the scars you caused remains
and nothing is erased

Torn

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:59:39 +0100

Torn

I'm walking through fields of the fallen alone in silence
I'm praising their courage I envy their loss
My steps leaves marks of another forsaken soul
My choices might haunt me forever
Until I'm gone

With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different, only things were different

My soul and my inside's been coloured
and there is no silence
Not distant from courage I'm wearing the loss
My eyes sees the dawn of another horizon
My battle it rages forever

With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different
If only things were brought to me in a different shade
Shown to me so that I could relate
Lock all doors that would make me stray
and offer me a brand new day
Never claimed to be someone I'm not
and always feared to be forgotten
So led astray that I lost all worth
So torn by wounds in a world of hurt

With so much lost in anger
Too much built-up fear and all these thoughts colliding
Making my wounds seem fatal
Pushing my head under water
Making me tired and torn
If only things were different if only things were
If only things were different if only things were ...

Numb

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:58:55 +0100

Numb

Give me a reason why I'd follow you
One single hour where I become you
Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where you wish that someone heard
You've become numb to the world
But you're not alone

So have you ever
felt like I feel
Wounded and never
got a chance to heal
And have you ever
been through what I've been through
Still breathing...

So please hear my words
as I'm begging you to heal my wounds,
heal my wounds I'm bleeding through
I never saw it in the eyes of you
and what I felt was always true

Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where I wish that someone heard
I've become numb to the world
and I've become you

Have you ever
felt like I feel
Wounded and never
got a chance to heal
And have you ever
been through what I've been through
Still breathing, still breathing

Unjust prophecies
Uncalled for enemies
And all those nights of anguished sleep
Where you wish that someone heard
You've become numb to the world
But you're not alone
No you're not alone
So have you ever stood where I stand
My only wish is you'd understand
And have you ever gone through
what I've gone through
Still breathing, still breathing

Fail

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:56:42 +0100

Fail

Was your wish that I hadn't seen you
When they came to take you away?
Was your wish that I would believe you
To make you stop and make you stay?
Did you think that I'd never leave you?
That I'd be there from dusk till day?
Did you think that I'd always save you
And carry you on my arms through the falling rain?

And how can you deny me hope and ...
And how we should rise to see you walk the water?
Can you deny my hopes when ...
Cause all you really did was just to make it hurt

Did you think of all the blame that you left me with?
Did you think of all the guilt that I now feel?
I thought that I was as close as someone ever get
I was so wrong to think that I knew you
So now I relive that moment every day
Asking forgiveness for the things that I never got to say
And how will I ever rid the thoughts or even make them fade ...
Away?

How can you deny me hope and ...
And how we should rise to see you walk the water?
Could you forsake all hope to fail?
And all you really ever achieved was to make me fall into the water

[guitar solo]

And how could you give up the chance to make this work again?
And why, cause all you really did was just to make us fall ...
Into the water

Would you not offer me a chance to prove I'm changed?
And how... cause all you really did was just to make us fall ...

[ending guitars]

In Confidence

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:56:03 +0100

In Confidence

Was it just a phase
Was it all a lie
Your first mistake
Have I been blind
When words mean nothing
lack value and weight
All we have is nothing
what does nothing weigh

Lost my will to see it clear
Lost my sense of clarity
I'm standing in ruins and watch us fade
All just because of a lie

I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises

Don't know if you ever were
Don't know if you ever will
be someone I could trust
there's too much doubt to kill
So was it just a phase
was it all a lie
My first mistake
but last being blind

I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises
Cause I would never betray my trust and words no never
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises

Lost my will to see it clear
Lost my sense of clarity
I'm standing in ruins and watch us fade
All just because of a lie

I told you in confidence
and trusted you'd never sacrifice our silence
I rise from the ashes and remains of your broken promises

When Kingdoms Fall

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:55:26 +0100

When Kingdoms Fall

It's like when kingdoms fall and you're left without a lender
It's like when dreams your all and all you dream is to see her
And everything reminds you of when you were safe in slumber
And the circles you wander grows greater and bigger

So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
And days turn to years

Just like when kingdoms fall and the world feels like the deceiver
Their words of comfort still wont reach me, can't touch me
Inside this self-created shelter where no one sees
Where no one hears
I allow myself to break and really reach to touch the ache

So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
And days turn to years

Shadow casts regrets on the wall
I stand alone when my empire fall
As I complete another lap
I hope I find the day when it all
leads me to my final resting place
Leaves me alone until I feel safe
Opens me up until I confide
in a world where I don't collide

So falls the wintersnow
So vivid yet lifeless out of control
Dark days and all that comes with it
what feels like a lifetime mourned
And how I awaited deliverance for what seemed a lifetime lost
And days turn to years

Fear

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:54:50 +0100

Fear

I have forsaken you
and all I ever felt was true
To take that step and fall to aim beyond these walls
With hope that the stars align
to get a glimpse of my goal defined
I stare the eyes of my biggest fear
Swallow pride I'll persevere

I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak
I'm fearing you
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong
I fear the cold

All nights of fallen grace
All nights where I lost the trace
All I need is that single hour
Where all doubt's erased
If I could I'd crown myself each day
If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay
If I could I'd throw myself into the flames

But I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak
I'm fearing you
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
I fear I'm wrong that I don't belong
I fear the cold

I wish for dreamless sleep
For something that will keep all thought silent
All screams of inner fear makes control impossible
Tears me open

If I could I'd crown myself each day
If I could I'd let myself know I'm okay
If I could I'd throw myself into the flames

But I fear my heart
Fear my soul
I fear I'm weak, I fear I'm wrong
I fear the cold
That the world is yours
That I drown your shores
I fear I'm wrong and I fear the cold

Soaked

Sat, 23 Jan 2010 15:53:47 +0100

Soaked

My chest is open
My heart's on the ground
My bare feet soaked in my blood
as I leave you without a sound
No one to reach for even though I stretched too far
No one sky to warm me up
as darkness clouds the blue

I'm leaving
I couldn't live with the shame
No more denying
I've stopped the search for blame
Heading for virgin soil
Set foot on sacred ground
and with no one to reach for
No no one

Twentyseven years of falling
Twentyseven winters slave
Twentyseven years of dreaming
and this is all the strength life gave
Twentyseven summers weaker
and the autumn's just the same
Twentyseven years...

And if you'd ask then I'd deny that
I didn't have the strength to fight that drowning weakness
And I buried all signs to cover what I feel underneath
the hollow remains of me

My chest is open
My heart's on the ground
My bare feet soaked in my blood
as I leave you without a sound
And there will be no tomorrow
Won't see the light of day
No more pain and no sorrow
I'm free from the words that you could say

Twentyseven years of falling
Twentyseven winters slave
Twentyseven years of dreaming
and this is all the strength life gave
Twentyseven summers weaker
and the autumn's just the same
Twentyseven years...